On The Spot

{Wrote this without a focus}

My stress level to a point where i choose to mess up just a little bit,
Thoughts of advancing i kill and forget of it;
Damn! Let all of this make me stronger,
For what I have going hard now let it go harder;
Success is how you make it not how its attain,
Because I have friends that strive success but we are nothing like the same;
I love to talk but what is in it for the "lames",
Because everyone has my attention but for outsiders its not obtained;
Listen! I trust me not everything around it,
Because I go for the goal not the things that surround it;
We lose respect for the numbers that is not counted,
But we never judge the words even if the verbs are crowded;
Hear me listen? Of course not for it doesn't exist,
But how do people look to the future of things based on how we reminisce;
How our future changes from past mistakes,
Or have to work hard for greatness but better then the greats;
I tell talent I'm not balanced i know for sure I lean to wrong things,
But i am good in my thoughts to go beyond things;
And i strive for beyond whatever beyond brings,
So i just see myself hanging from these strong strings;
Get thoughts from blank stares,
And publicity from bright glares,
And on my off days i am whatever bright fears;
But  I do get a kick out of night cheers,
From friends who sit on my back like chairs;
We run from the light but what we see in the dark,
Is that same empty spaces that can tear us apart;
Following the fire glow even tho its hot,
So do not judge the following because this was just written ON THE SPOT!

LAST OF 2010

COMPROMISE

 My talent settles for nothing, what my pride simply tries,
To stand out so some of my thoughts I never compromise; 
Simple lies penalized with her killer eyes,
Premeditated Murder but my mind never dies;
Compromise on a loss when we knew we could have beat it,
Compromised on the background role with all the teams you individually defeated;
But a loss is a loss and I never will repeat it,
A feeling that hurt my heart I could barley think or speak it;
Settling for whats to come,
So what is did is always done;
A walk with a heavy load but my position is to run;
Compromise on your thoughts on a crazy proposition,
And my sights are to get it done, so my dreams are way below my vision;
Fantasies disappear in instants,
If your actions are never instant,
So what my actions consist of if they are not consistent;
And thou should not lie or else their penalized,
So I'd be lying if I told you I love to COMPROMISE;


LOVE SHOULDN'T HURT...

Her silence hurt my ear drums, I'm so use to her random speeches,
She has a mean mug on, It's hard to see this;
She doesn't trust me, man it's hard to believe it,
But even if she walks away I would never leave it;
Without her hug I'm insecure,
And without her ''hi'' I'm so unsure;
On how my day goes, depends on your reactions;
An I may seem ''chill'' but I'm not relaxing;
My head holds wonders,
My mood lights blink all different colors,
Blue when I'm feeling down and red when I love her;
So my messages blink purple even if it's not from you,
An I'm addict to the love even if I don't know what to do...
She say I....''always take her care for granted'',
And when she's feeling good I don't know how to be romantic.
But it sucks because her mood swings makes me panic,
So all these dead reactions are no surprise, really I planned it;
I can't feel nothing if this doesn't really work,
An I love this girl but LOVE SHOULDN'T HURT.    




CONFLICT


A problem to be defined,
As a narrow ended mind cannot look between the lines;
Crowds wave at the situation with their emotions holding signs,
And sense is made with no subject just because it has a couple rhymes;
A brainstorm of words, go over the head like birds,
Killing the chances to not hit curves with racial slurs;
But at times we do not think, our minds create verbs,
That can cause a physical appearance that can get on each others nerves;
Conflict to ones self insecurity,
A thought of a person you take when you cannot afford to be;
Beyond the minor nonsense,
It's just life and life is all full of CONFLICT.

Power (my verse)

They say no one man should have all that power,
But if that's been said to much of that you are a coward;
Some get to stand up the rest are all bowers,
"The power" is to have power to make them yell "wowzers"!
Big things change after little things crumble,
An our voices are always deeper when we take our time to mumble;
If they are not looking for war then why try to rumble,
An I'm tired of my mind "trippin" so my thoughts are gonna stumble;
How our minds corrupt our actions when our actions control our mind,
So if we act towards our strengths the power will come in time;
But most of us forget the stress and consider yourself to settle,
But half of us want it all and to pain we are a rebel;
Some can scream louder,
Some can soar towers,
But no one man should have all that power;
Some think faster,
And some can be a master;
"But no one man should have all that power"- Kanye West

SILENT TREATMENT

Silent Treatment, a silent treat if you seek it,
A naive mind like mine will never believe it;
Not good for the soul, show spirit to a conversation,
A word can be a step up from the average life saving;
A word can be a step up from time wasting,
To them people that spend their time delaying;
Silent treatment cant be treatment without any potent words,
Effecting a decision for those who carry a social urge;
With a position to effect a social nerve,
An a straight-edge mind with no curves;
How can we give silent treatment to the kindness,
With no words of wind to the wings of the fliest?
Silent treatment is the weakest,
So silent treatment towards me... you can keep it.

Peace

Peace...to me it's a figure of speech,

Although the block seems silent doesn't mean there's no drama throughout the streets;

A heart holds instruments of beats,

With drums at the highest volumes not even lowered by Peace;

Peace... an objective which continues unaccomplished,

With constant rates of change lowered by minor nonsense;

A symbol of hope structured through a mind set,

With a bandwagon of fans but the team still hasn't arrived yet;

Peace...which we prefer to be presentable,

A powerful symbol evident to be invincible;

An although it sounds convincing though,

I feel like it can't be changed so my thoughts of Peace I let them go;

Peace...presented in the inner,

Peace can be the mindset of winner;

A process not always taught when your a beginner,

But a thought of peace is always something to remember;

Peace...can my sidewalks have it,

If it was a basketball would any of us baller pass it;

A sign to increase,

I live for success but what's success without PEACE.

Proud To Have Pride

Pride says...never settle for things you can't tolerate,

I'm proud to have a bunch of haters let them all congregate;

Proud to do what I have to do for all goodness sake,

With pride to bury guys as we dominate;

Definition of a achiever, fit a proud feeling in the air,

Only follow those who have the pride to speak out clear;

Because the things who don't understand, will never pull you by the hand;

So I poke my small chest out because I'm proud to be a man;

Whats the point of changing social standards,

Because we can kill the gutter and cause some damage;

I stay getting questions on how I manage....,

To go above standard English but do not change my language;

Even if I had some magic I couldn't vanish,

Because to the world I exist but fakes are banished;

A proud feeling who has a choice not to choose pride over the prize,

Because if I had to choose I would do it without my eyes,

A proud man is a man that saves lives,

An a man I am so I'm proud to have some pride;

Brilliant Beauty

Brilliant!...what a wonderful blessing,

Intelligence in a presence that can teach charisma all a lesson;

The brilliance of affection,

Skills to hide the most vivid signs of stressing;

A world without a struggle is a world without a hustle,

And its brilliant in it's hustle of life's embarrassment rebuttal;

A rest without a cuddle is like a game without a huddle,

With irrelevant strategies like a gang not involved in trouble;

Beauty got a castle for all of its presenters,

Fighting for the same intentions while making its way towards the center;

A memory of beauty is always something to remember,

But a shield of no hope is such a powerful defender;

Beautiful yearns all the fires that been burn,

But its not about what we was giving taking away from what we earn;

A direction to success always has its bumps and turns,

But the only ones who find the right path is the ones who use what they learn;

A turn on by others appearance,

Some say they look towards those most resilient;   

Just motions upon motions if we feel it,

I don't know their thoughts but Beauty is Brilliant!