On The Spot

{Wrote this without a focus}

My stress level to a point where i choose to mess up just a little bit,
Thoughts of advancing i kill and forget of it;
Damn! Let all of this make me stronger,
For what I have going hard now let it go harder;
Success is how you make it not how its attain,
Because I have friends that strive success but we are nothing like the same;
I love to talk but what is in it for the "lames",
Because everyone has my attention but for outsiders its not obtained;
Listen! I trust me not everything around it,
Because I go for the goal not the things that surround it;
We lose respect for the numbers that is not counted,
But we never judge the words even if the verbs are crowded;
Hear me listen? Of course not for it doesn't exist,
But how do people look to the future of things based on how we reminisce;
How our future changes from past mistakes,
Or have to work hard for greatness but better then the greats;
I tell talent I'm not balanced i know for sure I lean to wrong things,
But i am good in my thoughts to go beyond things;
And i strive for beyond whatever beyond brings,
So i just see myself hanging from these strong strings;
Get thoughts from blank stares,
And publicity from bright glares,
And on my off days i am whatever bright fears;
But  I do get a kick out of night cheers,
From friends who sit on my back like chairs;
We run from the light but what we see in the dark,
Is that same empty spaces that can tear us apart;
Following the fire glow even tho its hot,
So do not judge the following because this was just written ON THE SPOT!