FEAR AMBITION

The stress level develops a mind set,

That makes you reach your pushing point but haven't met mines yet;

Faded, developing hatred, because them kids never stressed ish and they made it,

I wish to form a star but do not wish too be favorite,

All the expectations I hate it, fear for what I will not make it;

Supporters? I have plenty, but haven't met any, that can keep it a hunnit in telling me that business wouldn't fit me;

Is it a perfect set up, the kids that get let up, to believe if they keep pushing their dreams and goals will get met up; 

Well I'm fed up!

Sacrificing my perseverance and my honor, chasing dreams of a man without a father;

And cold shoulders to shady Mrs.

Nonsense in the sense of lady kisses;

Not feeling the disses, so i sit with my mind geek.

Depressing sober thoughts from being hi all week;

The words I bleep...educate the masters, fascinating pastors, standing up for the bastards;

My passwords are memories, typing history causing thoughts visually;

Despite the likes I love the loves and far above, what they think it isn't what it does;

The fact I do things just because, I hate not swimming in mental floods;

I hate my worlds cause of its hoods, and hate the hate below above, what they think and know it does;

Visionary? I barely have a vision,

I lack confidence because I fear my ambition;