REPLACEABLE I AM

I have a hard time telling people no,
I rarely do it at all,
Summer time I am so involved, I would be committing all through the Fall;
My weekends are prep for the work thrown at my neck, but I do not complain, its all that I expect;
Can you relate to being called on, questionably strong armed, the one responsible for so much but the least hard on;
Chances are...life makes a way for you to find your way,
Through the obstacles of tomorrow if you can just get through today;
Past feeling outcast why is attention worth so much,
When I am worth less than a person who doesn't no much;
I feel like i am replaceable, in fact its fair to say,
Even if i vanished tomorrow people would still find a way;
To activate a kid to think how I think,
To be involved how I am involved and to blink how I blinked;
To focus his eyes on the interior of a medal situation,
Adding variable expressions to a more simple equation;
Complicating the reasons, analyzing the seasons,
Mature enough to know how to shut up when people are speaking;
A kid who's most powerful at believing,
That his most faith is to believe on having something to believe in;
I hope...
That his self esteem will increase through the years and the tears,
Some confidence felt through the overcame fears and the cheers;
I think a kid who believes 2:30 means 1,
Will be an upgrade if I ever seen one;
Overall, I do not fear failure or being incapable;
I just fear the possibilities of being replaceable;