LUST

Do I lust your composure? U dress simple but never look the same,
The complexity of your persona with the simplest name;
The intelligence in your thoughts and weird in your words,
The daze of your smile and distraction of your curves:
Do I lust your conversation? Short words mean so much,
Hug me, use your hands with that touch;
The glamour of your....glamour, flix need flix,
And since every motion cause emotion then your pics need pics;
Do I lust your....courage? Brave synonyms you,
I dont know the meaning of beauty but you fit "true";
A super being, stare at me if you desire,
But blink slow as your sparks create a fire;
Do I lust your? ambitous ways, your ambition sways but your passion stays,
Later on as we depart I still think about you and all of my attention towards you as your image grew:
Do I lust life! Your life is so right, the lightning to my thunder as you strike;
Im not trying to make this weird tell me if this is to much, not trying to get serious I just know I lust;

Stature

I feel....weight, like so much heavier, more then a poet so call me a messanger;
I got height evolving from the hype, that I would be alright if I do things right;
I got stance, the baggy in my pants isnt to symbolize crime or tight enough to dance;
I like to wear a belt but it feels like chains, and my names not Toby so I willl not be considered the same;
I know my swagger needs polishing, fitted hats and skully caps I am not abolishing;
But I went from footlocker to Ralph Lauren crikets, when I realize I was paying for my size 12 Jordans plane tickets;
Sweat Shops and medals at the end of laces? giving Nike enough money for a new face lift;
Funny we giving up the dough but cant get a day shift, and I strive a million dollar bed not someone to lay with;
I get personal for my personallity, I do the right thing so mommy wont get mad at me;
I can say F life and why bother, but success needs a man and I dont have a father;
I know moves that makes spins look like skipping, so a gun or bars isnt the only thing I am gripping;
Front flip through hoops of fire, as my wings explode and make me flier;
I think, move and adapt faster,
all because I am at a certaint, unexplainable STATURE.

Far Away

My fire, my my my lights blink twice, I cannot imagine the things that might just sound nice;
Her coldstone, my my my ice, like a potion of emotion make the world sound like........;
Silence! the movments violence, it doesnt compare to all the islands;
Creation of amazing I need amazing give me perfect, sacrafice the Earth's surface if she ever made it worth it;
The stars twinkle the brightest in the blackest dark, the reason for it's shine is because we are so far apart;
My move on hasn't moved on, but i deserve peace and perfect so I continue to move strong;
My eyes no longer see you, your soul is see-thru, and nightmares are the replacements of when I dreamed u; 
I know, I cannot lose track of my effort though, If all is towards the end then just let me know,
They say I got an eye for ladies but you cant see what I see,
I use to conversate with true beauty which no longer needs me;
And it is hard for me to say, but I still wonder what the hell drove us so FAR AWAY.

Try To Remember

(this go out to the most beautiful)

I remember the bus rides that felt like road trips,
With those jeans or those tights that held on to those hips;
Them torn jeans make me wanna get in those rips,
But reality says I dont fit;
But why your stare gets me uncomfortable in my sitting stance,
Dusting of my shirt and straighting up my fitted pants;
I love the dumbest conversations and the romance,
The play fights that had us tired and make us hold hands;
The hair that had me wanting to grasp,
And do I have to mention that figure that gasp;
Your smile you covered up when you act serious,
Our silent conversations ony our eyes is hearing us;
Do you remeber those days when the world went cold,
As I listened to your words my surroundings went stone;
I got sea sick from that love that flowed,
Even with the lights out your heart just glowed;
That skin, that skin wow that surface,
A light tap of hitting back I did on purpose;
All the afterschool activities was so worth it,
Tell you over and over your so close to so perfect;
Unpredictable emotions push me to the side,
Cant even count all the times that I cried;
Because most times when im playing cool im...thinking of you,
But my words wont let me express my point of veiws;
I miss them stares from across the room,
Them passionate moments to late  dark noons;
And now I block out them thoughts that try to enter,
This is my mind trying to get you to remeber!

Mistake

Damn..how do u get my moment plus,
Everything I do with us, just so seem its not enough;
I really loved your firt name but really driven by the RUSH,
Never take the moments back with all they hate thet put on us;
Wow...let my song be a tribute to you,
I dont now how I do it but I be seing clearly thru you;
I need drive but when i open up my eyes,
Your face in front of mines is no longer a suprise;
Ride my chariot of flames I will clear the battlefeild,
And you can go first I woul take my time to yeild;
Let me be a lesson... and let you be my sheild,
Because your love is all I need on my battlefeild;
Yes...let me love you thru the states,
I would change it all if it still isnt to late;
This is real emotion nomore tears we need to fake,
Because I know I am a man and every man admits mistakes;..im just sayin